do you remember this blog?

do you remember when you reed it and get worried about me. Because i was sad and pissed off with the world? do you remember how many times i said we would never meet?

do you remember when i said that i dont love you anymore?

remember why did you let me go?

why did you let me go?

If you love me like i loved you, why? thats why. Because you do love me.

Im so stupid.

i just cant be normal. Im so histerical. You should hate me so much, but you love.

and im still being an idiot. i will never change.

sorry, darling. I've never wanted to hurt you. But i did. Whatever i say, its not valid.