should be happy?

i should be really hapy right now... my dad buy dir en greys new album to me... but... i dont know... i think im falling in love again... or i wannabe... lol
i really wanna fall in love again?
no, i dont...
but i cant stop it...
i love you.... i really love you... i miss you... i need you... fuck... i just reliced i fell in love with you........... and i dont want to...

but its not the same ..........

no, i dont know.........